I Hate Pizza Slut

Ughhh. I hate food. My Mom wanted pizza tonight for her birthday while we watched License to Wed. Now she had wanted it from JD's a little place down the street, where she likes it, but the girls and Dad kind of..."talked" her into getting Pizza Hut. I was excited to see the movie, it is mine but I hadn't seen it yet. And the reason I hate food? I ate less than 2 pieces of pizza and 40 minutes into the movie, I am sicker than a dog. They waited for me...the first time. After that, I said go ahead without me (of course I didn't mean it, when you are into it, you'd rather they wait, but no one says that) as I writhed in pain. This HAD to happen on my Mom's birthday. And she hated the pizza, thought it was gross! Sure, she has decreed her birthday isn't over until Sunday night, thus getting homemade apple pie and a full chicken dinner on Sunday (mmmm), but she deserves it. Worked until like 6 on her birthday, got sucky pizza, etc.

She liked most of the stuff I got her (Russel Stover pectin jelly beans, aloe infused socks, The Green Mile dvd, Calgon bath beads) but does want to return the Alfred Hitchcock dvd, which has 20 of his first movies...it is alright though, when I looked at what amazon was selling it for, I saw that like 8 of them are silent films...ew! She got clothes she picked out (she is SO picky with clothes), candy, socks, movie cards, books, jewelery, so she was happy. Yay!

I ended up talking to her for an hour in my room. I am just so frustrated. I don't know what I feel right now, not anything good obviously, but I feel so confused and uncertain, it just is as scary as being so miserable. I have no idea what my emotions, beside not good, are. So I needed some of my rock. My Mom really is the best. She is in all honesty, my best friend. I can always count on her. She helps prop me up when I want to fall down. She is my hero.

In 2 weeks, 7 hours and 16 minutes, we take off for Florida. Part of me wants to look forward to it...palm trees swaying while lying in a warm pool, is a realaxtion scenario of mine, and part feels like I can't feel any of the excitement I normally feel, which sucks. I hope that changes once I see some swaying.

...this show Flashpoint bores me, why did they sandwich it between Ghost Whisperer and Numb3rs?! They took a GOOD show, last years' Moonlight (ohhh holy hot guy) and cancelled it. Then they took this cute show The Ex-List and yanked it after like 4 episodes....CBS is ticking me off...

This video by Shontelle was a tribute to Barack Obama, which is fine, but when I first heard it, it seemed like a good friendship song too, so I give you all this video...